finally.
i have a saturday that i can call my own.
waking up at 11.00am
and lazing around.
doing laundry, going for cat class
and meeting up with old friends

sometimes.
i just want a saturday.

i don't really know what i want to pen down
but all i can say is that
i am not feeling normal.

people, lots of them, are leaving...
and the whole mood of working
just goes down a few notch.
is it a sign that this is not a great place to be??
i hope the management
will do some reflections
on what is wrong!!!
or maybe i am just hoping for too much!?!?

signs signs...
please appear in my eyes now
"to leave or not to leave?"
so that i can be back to my normal self.

being back in jakarta for a few days did bring me some signs that
i really have the urge to go back for good.
not feeling the homey place here right now...
perhaps its time to go back to where i belong...

2 years. all i need is 2 more years...

feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore [jakarta for me]
Imagine how I'll make the world a better place
All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero