i wondered if i had been a bad friend for the past few years that I was not fully aware of the sadness that my friend had to go through. if only i had opened up my arms, like now, maybe things wouldn't be so bad.

sorry, my friend. i really hope that your misery will go away soon.

mood: *contemplative*

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hello, any good boys around?

break is over for me, and it's BACK TO SCHOOL tomorrow!

funny how it feels that the next 8 weeks would be my last weeks of being an undergrad years and before I jump into the bandwagon of the glitz and glamour of the corporate world. woohoo, talk about the corporate world, there is a cocktail party or sort this coming wednesday and I have no clue of what to wear. (fang: if you are reading this, i think i can't meet you on wed, cause i totally forgot about this event. sorry.)

so the break came and go just like that. i think i didn't do a lot of work, only managed to clear equity assignment and started a bit on IB. the only group meeting that i had was for strategy, because my groupmates from entrepreneur finance played me out!! can you believe that, they think they are still in some secondary school or what.

the day goes like this. I could sense that i was going to be 15 mins late, so i msged A to tell him that I would be late and was apologetic about it. When i arrived, it was another group in the room, and it says "interview room" so i thought there was a club that was having an interview there. I called A to ask where he was, and in his sickly voice, he said that he had told B that he's sick and couldn't come. like what the #%@@! why couldn't he reply my sms by telling me all these #%@@ right? and i didn't have the heart to scold him, cause he did cough while we were on the phone. Then i called B to check whether he's in school, and by golly, he rejected my umpteen number of calls! what a #%@@ these two guys are! so i came to school at 10am just to get such things from #%@@ people. And I am rather stress now, cause we have yet to come out with anything for this 40% weighted project! eekss arrkks! i will have to pull myself together for the next 5 weeks or so to get it done!!

but the night made my day. dinner at Bz's house and we had fried rice, chickie wings and fondue!! then we proceeded with our game of mahjong. luck was not on my side, till it was the last game at 6plus in the morning!! urrghh, if only.....

the torturous thing about playing mahjong through the night is the morning/day after. reached home at 7plus and slumbered on the bed till 11plus. theoretically, i only had 4 hours of sleep, but i thought that if i slept through the whole day, the night would be another torture for me. met the rest again to have dinner at Pasta Fresca and watched Bz in action. Bz didn't look tired at all, despite the lack of sleep that we all had and I wonder how he has so much energy!

and today, i had dim sum with the sis and her beau, cause a certain someone kept on cancelling our dim sum appointment. other than the yam puff in C-jade, the others were yummy! we were in love with the porridge that we had to have another serving! we were in a rush to get to church to attend the indo mass, but to my disappointment, the eye candy is not around today :(

all rightie, so there goes my weekend and break. may you and I have a great week ahead!!

mood: *bouncy*

I carry your heart with me

by EE Cummings

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me
is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate
(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world
(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is
you here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart
(i carry it in my heart)

break is here..

and i am
off for a church camp for the weekend..
then to sentosa for another retreat
and back to my own sanctuary to do a thousand pieces of work...

but all work and no play makes me a dull girl..

so,
i would be enjoying a feast with the dim sum dollies on thursday;
playing my tai tai game on friday, while having fondue (courtesy of bazhang),
and off to see a concert on saturday.

oooo... so excited... *jumps like a lil girl*

my planned break is here!

a tribute to my mum...

yesterday was not just a V-day to me, but it was also my dearest mummy's birthday. so what is it about my mum that made me love her so much?

for sure, she's the most computer savvy mum that I know of. She uses Yahoo!Messenger and sms to communicate with her daughters; she is the only one in my family who utilizes internet banking, something which this daughter of hers do not use so often. Sometimes, she would also use Yahoo! Voice.. how cool can my mum gets!

She is my inspiration to all my matching earrings, bags and shoes. She even provides me with another cabinet so that i can stuff all my bags in there and was thinking of getting more shoe racks for our countless sandals and shoes. She thinks that we should go shopping once in a while, but of course, we must know our own limits.

She gave me freedom and supports me in everything that I do. She doesn't mind me doing my silly stuffs cause she trusts me. And I have to say that even though she knows that in some ways I may have betrayed her trust when I was on exchange, she closed one eye and just glad that I am "OKAY". When I am feeling down, she would pick me up with her own rendition that "it would be okay".

no words can amount to how much she has sacrifices for me and my family and I am just glad to say that my mum is the bestest mum for me!

mood: *thankful*

on another note, I am now in a mugging state of mind. it's strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance, strategy, finance for me!

i am feeeling extremely tired now, but am waiting for my equity notes to be printed, so I thought why not pen a thought or two.

These two days have been rather hectic, I have minimum rest and am on the move almost all the time. Yesterday I had 0830 class, stayed in school to do some self study cause I have 2 mid terms next week which I have done minimal reading one, had tuition, went shopping for a little present for a great buddy and then I had a nice gathering with the choir peeps, first at Skecthes and later we proceeded on to TCC. We have yet to figure out whether TCC stands for The Coffee Connection or The Coffee Connoisseur, but the dessert there is fantastic, just take a look at the pics!!

(post picture here, when i have the time)

and today, again I have 0830 class, met up with the nice bod prof that i mentioned, went for a haircut, window shopped at bookstores (do you know that the Bras Basah Popular is looking good now?), finally met my sis for dinner and shopped for our cousin's birthday present. By the time we can finally go home, my legs were all jellied and I HAD to sit down! I don't really care about all the ah-mas and ah-gongs on the bus cause I felt that I do deserve to sit down! Lucky at that time, there was no ah gongs or ah mas...

and ahhh... as i recall the discussion that we had with the good bod Prof, i am beginning to drool...Even with some plain-looking tee shirt, he looks good..what more if ..... hahhahaha.. ok, besides have a great bod, he's also damn nice and friendly.. He was so sincere in helping us and probed us with questions to guide us with the business plan that we have to come out with. And not only is he concerned with how we do for project, he also made sure that we are coping well with the class and school... like how many prof would bother to ask you those kind of questions?!?!?! also, he really ask like one-on-one which level we are in, what we are studying and what not...I think so far he deserves to be one of the few nicest Prof that I ever have...after the discussion, i felt quite bad for not doing my reading. This weekend, i shall and i should finish them up.

all rightie. my notes are ready and i am off to lalalalla land. good night everyone!

mood:*sleepy*

It is at times like this that i think God has sent angels to protect me and I really want to Thank You, God, for sending me those angels who have listened to me and given me advice. I'm glad that I have them to guide me to do the right thing and prevent me from being shaken by a devil-in-disguise.

You all know who you are and I just want to Thank You once again for being there for me.

mood:*thankful*