Greetings from Jakarta!!!

i am here, waiting for a video to be converted from .dat to .mpeg. blah... this is what happens when i come back... i am always doing the odd jobs for daddy dear... and this time, i have to convert it and edit it, cause there are some business secrets that only me and him know of...but the QUICK VIDEO CONVERTER doesn't convert so quickly.. so that's why i am here...

anyways, all is good in this New York City of Asia.. woahhahahaha... i've been to the dermatologist, shopping (shoes and more shoes), eating good food, visiting my grandparents, manicure and pedicure sessions, attended a wedding dinner, set up our xmas tree, went to a gorgeous park and gotten myself a swollen eye!! booo... so off i went to see the doc today, and i hate hate it when i have to go and see a doctor here, cause it makes me feel like a sickly little girl...

all rightie.. looks like the video converter is doing its job to be quick.. i shall get down to business. goodbye everybody!

sometimes i wonder whether the things that i did are the things that i should have done.

like this thing that i have gotten myself into tomorrow. why did i do what i did when i actually don't really have to do it cause i've gotten something else? the alternative is really not bad cause everyone else is taking that path. instead of just settling for that, i did this and brought uncertainties to my own life. i am wondering whether i am just being ambitious, unsatisfied with things, greedy and wanting more and more out of my life. or am i just trying my luck to see if this is the road that He wants me to take. perhaps it's His plan, since He knows what my future holds.

i am excited, and yet rather doubtful. i wish my doubts will just go away, and confidence will set in.

mood:*confused*