...perhaps running away is a wise choice....

promotion = more responsibility

my amazing composition for the week:

Thank God for making you realised that you have never apologized to me all these time!

To say that I have forgiven you is not an easy feat. But I guess I have to. If God can forgive all of us for the sins that we often commit, who am I not to forgive a fellow man?

Don't worry you don't have to hope whether I am happy with my life right now cause I am very happy with everything that is going on in my life right now. Each day that passes by me has never fail to amaze me what a blessed life I have!! I have a fulfilling job, fun-loving colleagues, great friends and of course an amazingly supportive family. And in case, you are making assumptions here, no, I am not trying to brag to you, but this is how I really feel about my life.

And after thinking much, I can talk to you provided you

1. don't bring up anything that has happened in the past. why look back at the past, when the future is brighter?

2. don't think that you know me inside out cause the person whom you talk to 2 years ago, may not be the same person now. situations around me have change and my thinking and attitude adapts the changes.

so yes, this is all that i have to say for now.

some random notes...

it has been a long time since I blogged and today is just one of those days that i feel like penning some words on my blog.

some feelings i had over the past 2 weeks:

1. confused -> not knowing whether to sign my life away. still weighing its pros and cons. pros are more though.... (dun worry, it's not a change in job) but the "what if"s are still clouding around my head.
2. excited -> looking forward to being an A2 in the next year or so, however, it will also mean guiding a fellow coworker who was not that lucky this time *stresssss*
3. irritated -> i have the yearning to shop, but couldn't find the THING to buy. why do we always face this problem? when we have money, there is nothing to buy. when there are things to buy, we have no money. murphy's law..... urrrghhhh
4. pleased -> managed to see mr prospective just now!!
5. satisfied -> after telling a coworker about my views on religions, relationships, etc, it feels great!! the whole relationship of being colleagues was brought to another level (at least in my opinion) looking forward to more such conversations. and the irony of it, this conversation happened in office when we two were bored.
6. filled up -> my schedule is filled to the brim last week and the weeks to come. but i happy that i am able to control my life and that i have something on in every day of my life. this something does not only revolve around me and friends, but it also involves me, myself, friends, kiddos in church and of course the people i love the most - my family.
7. relieved -> i think i have that stage in my life when i can say that i have no more grudges against a certain someone. the homily on friday just clicked with the decision that i had to make. i did what i should and i felt that i have one less burden on my shoulder...

all righty, signing off now as the clock is ticking and monday is about to come... i hope for a great week ahead for me and everyone around me!! *muchos*