sometimes i wonder whether the things that i did are the things that i should have done.
like this thing that i have gotten myself into tomorrow. why did i do what i did when i actually don't really have to do it cause i've gotten something else? the alternative is really not bad cause everyone else is taking that path. instead of just settling for that, i did this and brought uncertainties to my own life. i am wondering whether i am just being ambitious, unsatisfied with things, greedy and wanting more and more out of my life. or am i just trying my luck to see if this is the road that He wants me to take. perhaps it's His plan, since He knows what my future holds.
i am excited, and yet rather doubtful. i wish my doubts will just go away, and confidence will set in.
mood:
*confused*
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